Aurum Metallicum - from death wish to joy of life

Aurum Metallicum,

also known as metallic gold, is a homeopathic remedy derived from gold.

From my own experience, Aurum Metallicum is one of the best "Suicide" remedies.

It works really well with chronic pain, freeing you from the feeling of helplessness and hopelessness when you are at the end of your "rope".

Can't do it anymore, about to give up.

 It opens the getaway door from wishing to be dead to just letting the pain bring up anything it wants to tell you. Mostly, you learn to be more compassionate about yourself as an Aurum person has strong self-control over any unpleasant feelings.

Another thing I noticed is the death wish... romanticizing death...

In my life, I had a few situations where I did not see the way out and just wanted to die in that moment. Different situations, like rape or your loved one trying to kill you just out of the blue. The remedy helped me to connect to that feeling and remodel it from wishing to be dead to giving myself love and compassion in those situations. From feeling how wonderful it would be if I were not here (alive) anymore, to accepting the present moment and giving myself the love I really need.

I learned acceptance - to accept that it happened for me, not to me, so I could grow into the person I am today, accepting the situation for what it was, not taking any sides - no judgment, no victim mentality.

I learned forgiveness - to forgive myself for holding on to those memories and not letting them go, not letting myself heal by suppressing them. To forgive myself for not letting myself grieve, feel, feel deeply, feel sorry for myself(not self-pity).

and

I learned compassion - I learned to connect to that person I was then, hold her, hug her, listen to her, and love her no matter what.

"I am here for you now" is what I am constantly telling myself to bring myself back to the present moment.

As teenagers, it can help to find their inner peace and self-love, feelings like - no one cares about me, no one listens and understands me, I wish I were dead - those are usually the feelings that bring them to desperation. Or maybe anger and disappointment are unbearable, and they don't know how to deal with their emotions. Their mind does not find a way out, and just for revenge, they cut themselves and live on the edge.

Suppressing your real feelings, suppressing yourself to just fit in or keep the peace,

being a people pleaser, trying too hard to be the best, to be the smartest,

and having a deep belief that I am loved for what I do, not for who I am...those are just a few examples of what young people are dealing with nowadays.

I am talking about my own experience because Aurum Metallicum was a life changer/life saver for me.

So let's see what else Aurum can do for you:

*High Standards and Ambitious Goals

People requiring Aurum met. often set exceptionally high standards for themselves. They are driven by a desire for excellence and may establish ambitious goals in various aspects of life, including career, relationships, and personal achievements.

*Strong Sense of Responsibility:

There is a profound sense of responsibility in Aurum met. personalities. They feel a duty to meet not only their own expectations but also the expectations of others, such as family, colleagues, or society. This sense of duty can be a driving force behind their ambitious pursuits.

*Fear of Falling Short

The fear of falling short of their self-imposed standards and responsibilities is a significant aspect of Aurum met. They are usually haunted by the idea that any perceived failure to meet these standards will result in a deep sense of inadequacy.

*Struggle with Imperfection

Aurum met. is for you if you often find it challenging to accept imperfections, both in yourself and in others. The fear of inadequacy is heightened when you perceive any deviation from your idealized standards, leading to self-criticism and a sense of failure.

*Intense Self-Expectations

There is an intensity in the expectations you have for yourself in Aurum met. The pressure to excel and achieve can become overwhelming, and the fear of not doing enough is deeply tied to the inability to meet these intense self-expectations.

*Emotional Intensity:

Emotions in Aurum met. can be intense. The fear of inadequacy and the pressure to meet high standards can lead to emotional turmoil, including feelings of sadness, guilt, or even despair. The emotional intensity is often linked to their strong sense of responsibility.

Homeopathic Healing

Aurum met., as a homeopathic remedy, addresses deep-seated fears and emotional intensity(self-control). It aims to bring about a more balanced and realistic perspective, allowing us to set goals without being consumed by the fear of falling short. The remedy supports the release of emotional burdens associated with the constant pursuit of high standards.

Cultivating Self-Compassion

Through the homeopathic healing process with Aurum met., you often experience a shift towards self-compassion. The remedy supports you in recognizing that imperfections are a natural part of the human experience and that self-worth is not solely determined by external achievements.

Balancing Ambition and Well-Being

Aurum met. assists you in finding a balance between ambition and personal well-being. It encourages setting realistic goals and acknowledging achievements without being overly critical. The remedy supports a more compassionate and nurturing approach to oneself.

As with any homeopathic remedy, consulting with a qualified homeopath ensures a tailored and effective approach that considers the person's unique constitution and emotional needs.

Crystal L