AND THE CURTAIN OF ILLUSION FALLS…
#AWARENESS SELF-TALK
My body…
Is it guilt that runs it?
Is it fear of death?
Do we fear that this can’t be changed?
But if all this is not real at all?!
#AWARENESS SELF-TALK
Fear - it only exists because we believe it’s real. It is activated by some past event or belief.
As there is no time, how can there be a memory of fear?
It seems that my mind is keeping me a prisoner to my body. I do have a choice to change that belief.
A feeling of guilt is holding me back and not letting me make changes. It’s the regret, it’s the pain, it’s the feeling of separation, it’s the dream - numbness. Fear of change is keeping me stuck. Fear of the unknown, and belief that" I am unworthy of the good life" is running it. I don’t want to take responsibility for my actions. I don’t want to see it.
Is it a lack of acceptance of what is? Maybe
Just need to realize that all this is not true, even if for my body it feels awful and painful, it’s not real. It’s the dream, dream/belief of the time, timelines, past, and future.
I will repeat the lesson until I understand it. Nothing is written in the stone. It’s for me to decide how long and when I want to make the change.
Book “A Course in Miracles,” says: “I have done this thing, and it is this I would undo.”
Become aware that there is no past, and all I feel and experience is my belief system, it is my ego, it is a dream- a movie I let my mind play out.
I know that behind all this, is a concept of time. In the movie Matrix, Neo becomes aware of timelessness and steps out of the concept, so he becomes aware that he is the creator of his own reality. He recognizes God in him, and the curtain of illusion falls.
Feelings of guilt, what we did wrong, I hurt, I regret, are mind games in the concept of time. There is only the present moment, everything else is an illusion.
Why do I choose memory?
Do I want to experience it once again?
If I choose it, I experience it.
Stop holding the past against the now.
