Conversations with your higher self…
#AWARENESS SELF-TALK
Healing is the inner salvation? Really?
Stop looking at it from outside. Salvation is an action, but you really don’t need it.
Salvation is like running constantly, looking for something outside of yourself.
Jesus never came to save us, he was offering the way of thinking, the mindset that you don’t need anything from outside, and that all you need exists in you. Healing and abundance are nothing more than self-acceptance.
You are not the name you were given, you are not your personality. This is your thought form, the creation of your mind.
You learned to create everything around you based on your knowledge but to be the real creator you must understand that it all begins in you, conscious level, not your thoughts, not your feelings as you have been taught to be and do.
Everything begins from your consciousness. This is the real place of creation. So stop looking and stop doing. Become aware of your own being.
What about the sadness and homesickness I feel?
You just miss being yourself in this world, as you have been taught to fit in since you were born. Limitations that you have put on yourself are not letting you see the real you. Limitation is a thought form. Remember you are always home. You come into this body; this is your home for now. Your home is in you, just allow this place to become one with you, not the other way around. Not that you let circumstances create your reality (victim mentality), but you are the creator.
What about the fear of failing with my creation? Responsibility!
There is nothing like this in the world, no failing in creation. You judge too much, you choose sides. Stop judging, so you will have peace of mind.
Responsibility is guilt tripping, judging yourself from the things you will do or have done. It's again just allowing the love and peace to flow from the inside out.
How?
Acceptance is the key; but acceptance is with your whole being, not with your mind. The mind has been created for reasoning, good or bad, past or future. Acceptance is, becoming aware of your spirit's presence here and choosing to be the observer, not a judge.
For you as a human to get into that stage of your being you go through different stages of awakening steps. Steps- don’t let the mind create the concept of moving up or down. Steps are just like words. You need them to make a sentence and then they make sense. So open yourself up again. Let your greatness flow.
But I don’t know who I am without my personality.
Personality- this is like a game you play. You choose what you want to be and then be it, you are limitless.
Don’t let that word limit you. It’s just a word with the concept.
Why do I feel alone and what about fear of being alone?
Loneliness is the concept of the mind; it means you looking for yourself outside of yourself.
Why do I have this concept, where does it come from?
This is your mind trying to make sense of you and your body as different things, separate things. But there is nobody if there is no you, by you I mean your sparkly spirit/consciousness. You just long for a deeper connection with yourself. So stop running and just look within.
And the fear of being alone?
It’s the fear of being disconnected from your own being. Now is the time to stop chasing yourself through others. It’s like a dog chasing his tale.
There is no bodily separation, as you have been told, this is mind creation and the knowledge you have learned outside.
Fear is the concept of the mind. It's the judgment of the situation. In your real creation is unconditional. Unconditional means unconditional existence, no choosing sides, no judgment. Existence without needing something or someone outside of yourself validate you.
So see, you are not alone and it’s just your choice to feel the meaning of this word.
Turn in and remind yourself of your choices.
Become aware of the meaning you give to words. Become aware of your judgment. It is your choice which way you want to go. It’s constantly choosing awareness.
Namaste,
Crystal Lisbeth
